I remembered you was conflicted Misusing your influence, sometimes I did the same Abusing my power full of resentment Resentment that turned into a deep depression Found myself screamin' in the hotel room Lucifer was all around me, so I kept running Till I found my safe haven I was trying to convince myself the stripes I got Making myself realize what my foundation was But while my loved ones was fighting the continuous war back in the city, I was entering a new one A war that was based on apartheid and discrimination [Intro] Ay, on my momma n***a, I'mma be the greatest to ever do this sh** On my momma though, like, on the dead homies Ay, Sounwave, turn this sh** up, n***a, turn this sh** up Sounwave, turn this sh** up, n***a Tell me who the b**h n***a hatin' on me Jumpin' on my dick, but this dick ain't free To Pimp a bu*terfly another cla**ic CD A ghetto lullaby for every one-day emcee n***a, now RIP you My diligence is only meant to write your eulogy I remembered you was conflicted Misusing your influence, sometimes I did the same Abusing my power full of resentment Resentment that turned into a deep depression Found myself screamin' in the hotel room I didn't wanna self-destruct The evils of Lucy was all around me So I went runnin' for answers