Kembe X - The Wager (In Rod We Lust) lyrics

I got a million on me makin 2 million before I turn 25.. Yeah I said it... I'm lookin at the record books, and damn You say that great can't be attained for my name? Boy you reckless.. And when I scratch the goal off the checklist I will be starin at you in the eye, eye, eye I can't promise you I'll make you a fanatic Of this drop-out and his raps but I can try-y So why you wanna, why you wanna Why you wanna go and do that sh**, my nig? I need a whip, I'm sick of pushin this whack sh** The more my hope descends, I'm feelin close to the casket Is there anyway to win? I'm close to blowin a gasket I'm flowin with pa**ion I need this, I eat, breathe and sleep this These hoes be so dramatic, knowin that sh** is my weakness Makin it from raps, what'll I grow up to be? Just a middle cla** ba*tard, surrounded by elitists --- I got a million on it... so put your bucks up ...And if you isn't f**in with me, n***a shut the f** up --- Verse 2: Nightmares of getting blasted, they peel across the street Day dreams of livin fast, hoes kneelin at my feet Life in slumber like the latter just be way to f**in sweet But none of that sh** finna matter if they k** me in my sleep Sheesh.. It's thoughts like this that make my nights long I'm paranoid, baby, can we keep the lights on? I'm already seventeen, where has life gone? It got me in a stranglehold, like a python I'm out here Tryna advance, lookin for an advantage They say I should take a chance but n***a what are the chances That I do anything but fall short of what I planned And hit my knees to watch the team and them disband My n***a I'll be damned My future isn't somethin I can brand And you trippin isn't somethin I can stand I'm at the murder scene, that sound like some sh** don't it? ...And every beat behind the tape got my prints on it Outro: The upside down flag's raised at half staff In resepct of the Vagabonds absence Though d**h be on our dick as life kicks our a** It's how it is, ashes to ashes