Love and Hate Only one Can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go kurt cobain I’m going crazy Going crazy, Yeah I’m going crazy I wake up Go to bed Day and night Stuck in my head Time and space Not becoming one Try to finish It ain’t getting down It’s a cycle It’s a mere Hamster wheel See me running scared Stranger things There are things Waiting for me I don’t wanna know Where they waiting I don’t go So I do things that never will be honourable I apologise to whoever heart I broke I am sorry I was anxious I Feel alone amongst people Loneliness for me is danger Depression turns to anger And that be spreading like a cancer The other day I wrote a letter I hope you never get to read it I just hope I make the weekend, Don’t want you to find me Hanging or bleeding I feel terrible for being weak I am Not in love with being me I am pending Between Love and hate Only one can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go kurt cobain Going crazy Going crazy Yeah I’m going crazy Love and hate They want me to medicate Begging me to change my ways Going crazy Going crazy Yeah I’m going crazy Midst these shattered pieces, Naively believe In peace here Your God I don’t fear, I heard God means love yeah Last year’s like this year My Past years, under carpet, Shoes on, though you come in, Last nights food’s on the carpet Both know how it looks like here Why the f**k you have to comment? I don’t f**k With fake woke s**t You talk, ohhh, keep walking, You be showing me articles Links to mental health blogs Talking bout how you care about me But none of us here got self love You telling me to reflect more But in the mirror that effects gone My days are so long, I long for nights back home, Fake friends lack back bone Real ones I let go Unless We live love Hate will k** us all Love and hate Only one can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go kurt cobain Going crazy Going crazy Yeah I’m going crazy Love and hate They want me to medicate Begging me to change my ways Going crazy Going crazy Yeah I’m going crazy