Kehlani - Not Used To It lyrics

Typical story of an Oakland girl Typical story heard around the world Mama on her way, daddy up above Out of 14, I guess it made me tough Used to roll up on a block on the east side I crack enough 40's by the sea side Lose a n***a every week to a drive by Whole bookshelf of stories behind these eyes I I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm jawsin' But when I say it's hard to open up to you It's hard to get close to you I want it with everything in me to one day just say I'm in love with you But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not used to it) One day, one day, one day One day, one day, one day All single mothers in my family Don't know if you're really understanding me Never seen a n***a be a real man I never seen a n***a with a real plan And I still never been to a wedding And I just see my family stressing Over son's who grew up with no daddies and every generation Was all just raised by my granny But nah I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm jawsin' But when I say it's hard to just side with you It's hard to confide in you I want it with everything in me to one day just say that I ride with you But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not used to it) One day, one day, one day One day, one day, one day Sometimes I pop off cause it's all that I'm used to Sometimes I pop one cause I have to Sometimes I run from all my problems Sometimes I make sure that I solve em I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common, but I'm not used to it But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not (baby, yeah) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey (I'm not used to it) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not (baby I'm sorry) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not, I'm not) Yeah, yeah One day, one day, one day, one day Yeah, yeah, hey yeah Cause I'm not used to it