Karizma - Forgive Me Tonight lyrics

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers We used to find happiness in each other Now I'm on a roll shaking these hands Girls in the club loud as they can Whatever I don't know, I'm a rapper, right, so I'm Whatever In the eighth grade I was nothing much I'm still nothing 'cause I'm f**ing up No lights on you yet, hyped on my music Told 'em'you can see it when I'm rapping, the pain sets It never pa**ed like a crash dummy Stop this rap, dummy, you probably got your mic with your dad's money Actually I bought it myself Spent every weekend alone, mom's under a spell In my cave with a page, wasn't taught how to mix sponsored links Wasn't brought up, I was cut up in the sticks Being stoned didn't matter, I didn't get fazed Now I'm thinking should I, should I get blazed? Raved, raged in a haze but I stay where I stay so one day I can make it in the game But the game ain't fair so I cheated on her No I sleep alone, damn, I should've'in a van with my band, not fearing a ride I'm messed up, I fessed up, I'm guilty My head's f**ed, I let love just k** me So guess what? I know what fulfills me' We used to be friends, we used to be lovers We used to find happiness in each other Now I'm on a roll shaking these hands Girls in the club loud as they can We used to send texts, late night chatter Now it's just s** because I'm a rapper It's kinda sad, not gonna lie But I hope you'll forgive me tonight I do shows in different states now It's kinda funny how hoes and shows can be replaced now I write every single day when I break down Damn, I even cry when I lay down Thinking about you, not thinking about me Talked to a few girls, mind's getting cloudy I'm such a heartbreaker prick Better start thinking y'all who I started this with So thank you to me, you welcome, middle finger, see it, it's healthy Never will achieve when I'm wealthy I'm better when I'm free, no, man, no help needed I asked y'all for a hand and a push but you all had your hand on the booth But damn, you the truth, my band and my dudes are my family, too So jump off of the wagon, it's full So jump off of the wagon, it's full f** y'all, jump off of the wagon, it's full So jump off of the wagon, it's full One, two, three We used to be friends, we used to be lovers We used to find happiness in each other Now I'm on a roll shaking these hands Girls in the club loud as they can We used to send texts, late night chatter Now it's just s** because I'm a rapper It's kinda sad, not gonna lie But I hope you'll forgive me tonight