Karise Eden - 134 Days lyrics

Im not a gambler, i keep holding the dice, i know ive got a roll on me, its a double edged knife, im so scared but i want to stay but saying this to you is so hard to say, if i let you in will that be the end? if i give you my heart will it get hurt again? been pushed down, its made me afraid, if i give you my hand will you take the fear away? take the fear away would you take the fear away? take the fear away it was 134 days ago now its time to put down my (sellin over?) it was 134 days ago and every day i stop myself, it gets harder X will you stand next to me watching girls walk by takin me for granted would you be that guy or will you be the one who that holds me honestly that breaks the chains set my fears free or will you come home late drunk at 4 am i dont think that im tough enough to do this again would you smile at me, have calm words to say with love in your eyes would you take the fear away take the fear away, would you take the fear away take the fear away it was 134 days ago now its time to put down my sellin over it was 134 days ago and every day i stop myself, it gets harder x3 it gets harder x3 it gets harder x3