Karelia - My Guilty Absence lyrics

Awful sight ... among ruins and dust, In torn dress, my beloved died in pain Awaiting my hand to take her astray Endless agony, crying for my guilty absence Did we deserve such a fate Now I'll find shelter in my hate Sweet dreams have gone, my poor lambs among the wolves Lord of hell, I'm kneeling in front of you I need a shell Get my soul it's yours now Lord of hell, Lend me your force and I swear To serve your realm With never-ending hate