[Hook] Sin will get ya left, so I'm rolling to the right It gets darker everyday, gotta hold on to the light Yeah, the battle isn't our's, still I know I gotta fight Cause this flesh has gotta die if I'm a really have life If I'm a really have life x 4 [Verse 1] After seeing me on stage, people they get amazed Think I got it all together, no, not at all My life is like a lotto ball, slash the apostle Paul Tossed around frequently, thorn in my flesh More like a tape worm, it's eating me And all these accolades that they feeding me Make it hard to stay humble, the pride is like creatine When it rids it's head I'm headed straight for the guillotine Surrender without a struggle, others would probably flee the scene Before Barak took office knew I was free to dream But in my dark sub conscience I'm still free to scheme That's why I'm contanstly flooding it with the light Before it goes out of control and I struggle to get it right See, you gotta understand I've been hustling all my life To stay on the straight and narrow I tussle with all my might Work my fingers to the marrow, releases me when I write So I keep composing these carols, releasing them to the night [Hook] [Verse 2] I know she saw the wedding ring But straight up told me she want us to do some wedded things Bending over trying to show me her spaghetti strings Coming at me from all angels like some Bugetti bling And, while the best of me wouldn't touch it The rest of me want to rush it, upset with me, I'm disgusted A recipe for destruction, enticing me like a pro I'm lonely trying to stay Holy, my flesh is liking it though My wife majestically pregnant, how I love her We had some complications, doctors stating I can't touch her You add in the intimate innuendo from the other It equals opportunity for lust to take me under But I could not succumb to anything that would damage my wife Or damage my Christ, that kind of thing would damage my life So even though the flesh is weak, I somehow manage to fight The test became a testimony cause I handled it right [Hook] [Verse 3] Now I apologize to my listeners still lost and reckless Who's experience with the church, bred an off perspective Who's experiences have hurt, had their heart subjected To these Christians who act as if they got this walk perfected I'm hear to tell ya that everyone has slipped in this race But all can have the fall cushioned by the gift of his grace So just forget the folk expecting quick perfection, cause it's nonsense They're blind, renewal of the mind's a slow and steady process Religions can bite me, they don't like me honest Streets they respect, won't reject me for my rawness None can curse who God blessed, I am on a conquest Got to bring the fallen home, I am like a pawn in chess Sent with a reminder from the Savior above That the cross wasn't 'bout judgement, but a labor of love Now judgement day is gonna come, But everyday that you're breathing Just represents an opportunity to say you'll receive it (and have life)