KAIESTHER - Since The d**h Around Me lyrics

[Verse] And since the d**h around me I started to treat her like a guest But whenever she comes it's like a test And no graduates just a mess Like a tornado strikes the nest Eyes bleeding wish you the best Feeling that starts eating you from your chest sh**'s wasn't supposed to be a confess But i wish i could treat you better than i did Eyes still bleed covering all the sh** that i did Things start looking different with age But the same stays the cage I think that all i have is my rage Lonesome and hate that's what i have on my plate Unstable mind state the way i will fade That's my fate