When jasper left he left for good Said i'm not staying here i'll be left for dead And i believed him Down the long gravel road To the house with the dogs Living with zombies It's the last place i want to stay So i jumped on my bike And i sped towards life Pay me up man I'm not just a free show you know Big freak's in town I'm not just a free show Should have followed him to portland But i got lost on the way In girls and drinkin' And my journal's empty pages And the way this city never ages Tracing the lines between my hands and hers There was everything And everything was worth leaving And everything was worse than leaving Pay me back please I am just a child alone you know Take me in please I am losing my fight for home