K21 - Change My Way lyrics

There’s a war goin’ on outside but I ain’t leavin’ yet I pull the covers over me and try to sleep instead Try to vividly live a dream I won’t run and hide I let the screams and the sirens become my lullabies Committed, can’t quit it, I feel never had the chance Harbour every thought until I rumble up an avalanche [?] like a dark horse, humbled while I’m galloping Going for the extra mile, stuck inside a traffic jam I guess I just got an ear for it like [?] Say my name, thrice I appear, both of my hands closed Beyond [?] Diamond in the rough sittin’ on an emerald Delivered from the general, right Said it all but never thinkin’ I could [?] Like [?] and a promise should be fixin’ every problem But this feelin’ that I’m holdin’s all I need to the end So, whenever I’m feelin’ blue I start breathing again And say This road I’m buildin’ till I pave my way Brick after brick until the daylight came And soon I promise that I’ll change my way But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day And every mornin’ I lay wide awake Drifting away lookin’ at the way sideways I said I promise that I’ll change my way But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day Still in ADL where it’s all good but we never say we’re well Just play our cards whichever way they’re dealt (church city) Lookin’ out a window where the pavement’s held Instead we gave them hell, the presence of an angel fell A frame of health now I’m smashin’ to bits Cynicism, feel I’m livin’ in inadequate skin Call and [?] fallin’ down till I land in my sin Night terrors I had as a kid, all comin’ back to relive Harbour the culture I fear with every word I’m thinkin’ up [?] till I learn to think too much And maybe one day I deserve a little trust But I love the things that hurt me and hurt the things I love Turnover and get up and I left rockin’ the same clothes as last night Cutting more [?] than Don Diego Found light at the end of the tunnel on the railroad And as I watch the day go past with the last train home This road I’m buildin’ till I pave my way Brick after brick until the daylight came And soon I promise that I’ll change my way But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day And every mornin’ I lay wide awake Drifting away lookin’ at the way sideways I said I promise that I’ll change my way But till then I’m just livin’ every day by day I’ma get up, I’ma get out and I’ma leave my home My heart will beat there while I’m gone Said I’ma get it, I’ma get it till I get home It’s all I know and in my city so I roam And nothin’ ever changes how I’m feelin’ when I’m home When I’m home