K.O. - I Had Struggles Too lyrics

[Hook] My life is not perfect im telling you i have struggles to Just telling you the truth not trying to be a bugga boo I'm not asking for you sympathy just want you to understand my pain Give me time to explain its a surprise that I'm still sane I had struggles too I had struggles too [Verse 1] I was born in 97 I was born to be a legend I had a purpose on this earth i was a kid that fell from heaven My mother had birth to me while in a marriage Its crazy that my step-dad is the one that put me in the baby carriage From birth that's when my struggle began My father was a handy man He did the best he can But he blew more than a ceiling fan My father was a drug addict His brain cells were fried The lights couldn't have been on in the addict But he would give his life if he had it Father was taken to the hospital Found out he had a stroke I would have been more sentimental But we had hardly spoke He was down in Florida bout four states away Even if we tried it was hours in the layaway Didn't want his picture to just fade away Felt like he said his goodbyes before he pa**ed away [Hook] [Verse 2] My brother was born on the millennium May be small but his heart was titanium He loved to play his sports He could spend his whole day in a gymnasium His love for the outdoors brought him to his disease Pulmonary hemosiderosis what does that even mean One definition is he would never be the same Should of been me so who do you think i blame 1 in 4 million now ain't that a freaking shame Im' there for him but we will never understand his pain Big dreams of becoming a builder But can never be an outfielder Not keeping nothing from you There's no way that i cold filter When he first got it he was in the second grade He was in intensive care for about 10 days Vital scans blood draws x rays and cat scans Patient number in the hospital was like his wristband I cried for hours on a 10 day span When he came home o made him feel like he was the man Visited everyday to see my little brother Chords hooked up to help him on his recover Breathing so hard i hate that he had to suffer But he was a soldier there everyday for his comfort [Hook] [Voice Mail:Grandpa] Yeah, Keenan? I was just calling to see how you was doing this is Grand Daddy I'll talk to you later unless i die... [Verse 3] Been a while haven't seen my grandpa in 3 years Him pa**ing away before i got to see him again was my biggest fear After the voice-message was one of the last times i talked to him He asked me in the conversation to come visit him Never once did he mention to me that he had two heart attacks Didn't want me to worry he wanted me to stay relaxed I asked him how he was doing he answered just fine Unless i die he didn't want me to know it was just a lie [Hook]