K. Hanson - Give Up lyrics

[Verse 1:] Alright, I'm gunna give up Give up on writing, give up on this live stuff Cause I'm leaving this b**h like a sick pup When I put this gun to my chin and make it hiccup Now more dark thoughts, my heart's squashed Because of my own thoughts, I'm shutting my lights off Flip the switch, clip the b**h Then BANG I no longer exist All I've got now is a hole in my head And a soul in the ground, man I'm better off dead These white tiles, man they're better off red With a brain sticking to 'em and a severed off head Cause I popped this lead in the magazine And put it in my mouth like a nectarine Cause my mood's lower than my self-esteem Man found dead at seventeen [Hook x2:] Giving up's easy, living up's hard So I put this gun to my chin and press hard Tell them all that I send my regards When I stop this pulse that's beating in my heart [Verse 2:] I was found dead at seventeen With my head on the desk in a messy scene Gave in, the ground I was walking on caved in Tripped and I landed face-first on the pavement Now I'm in the ground with my tombstone engraved and Flowers on my coffin, make a funeral arrangement Dress up in all black for the occasion And bring roses so I have something to lay with Funny just last week I was laughing and joking Now I'm in this coffin hacking and choking Just kidding, I ain't quite there yet But tomorrow I will be, b**h better bet With the gun in my mouth, no regrets Then I'm laying on the ground with my f**ing wrist wet That's why I just popped one in the chamber And I'm writing this sh** filled with pain and anger [Hook x2] [Verse 3:] Sitting at my desk with one in the chamber 'Cause even to myself I'm a motherf**ing stranger I don't even know who the f** I am I could care less when this sh**'s began When I go through with this dumb-a** plan And I pull this f**ing trigger 'cause I can When I give up on the pain and the misery And when I do ain't no f**ing body missing me I don't even know what the f** to write Because I'm getting relatively closer to ending my life With every single step I take, every time I roll the dice And take a risk I'm closer to the one in white Alright, time to face the music Say goodbye because when I do this There's not one fragment left of me Say goodbye to life and hello to the d**h of me [Hook x2]