Lately, I've been on a bender Living on the edges, need to find the center Least that's what my ex says, told me to remember Just because you sin, sh** that don't make you a sinner Know a couple sad songs, play em on my Fender Find something to light up, sleep under the embers Stressed and indecisive, might have lost my temper Message in a bottle but it got returned to sender Gave a guy my number but but then I acted funny Meanwhile I waited all summer for the motherf**ing subway Now my legs are getting number, wonder if somebody loves me Smoke I'd like to bum one, won't be feeling nothing What I gotta figure, if it hurts is it worth it Know that I know better, tomorrow I could turn it around Turn it around [x3] Lately, I've been acting mental Say I'm too impulsive, need to slow my tempo Handle full of vodka, mixed it with some Red Bull Started feeling nauseous, for my daddy puffed a menthol I would do whatever, whenever, if you said so Won't forget your birthday, but I'm a f**ing mess though Even at my worst, well, kinda like the best though Think of where I started, took it to another level Yeah I got visions of us getting in trouble Man that sip tastes just like cinnamon, and now I'm seeing double Hold on give me just one minute, pack my sh** into a duffle Drive me far enough and I'll admit I love you What I gotta figure, if it hurts is it worth it Know that I know better, tomorrow I could turn it around What I gotta figure, if it hurts is it worth it Know that I know better, tomorrow I could turn it around Turn it around [x3] Lose my faith, gotta borrow some We go higher, we go higher New mistakes when tomorrow comes We go higher, we go higher Said too much and I went too far We go higher, we go higher Down on luck, well that's all we are We go higher, we go higher What I gotta figure, if it hurts is it worth it Know that I know better, tomorrow I could turn it around Turn it around [x3] Turn it around We go higher, we go higher [x2]