K. Flay - Hollywood Forever lyrics

I'm hiding from mirrors I'm frightened of s** Despising my image I'm enlightened and slightly obsessed In the dark everything it looks better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever In the dark everything it feels better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever I'm scared I'm a loser Aware of my face My father was a user And I'm afraid I'm just the same I used to be so confident So sober and awake I never thought to act Devoted and ashamed Wanted to call my ex To hear him say my name Over the phone to me In the dark everything it looks better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever In the dark everything it feels better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever In a house on a cliff on the coast Well I prayed to my god with a toast Said a cheers to the reasons I've been at it all evening All I wanted was to never get old On a bed in a room with a key I was reading a rag magazine Said a cheers to the demons who've been with me all evening All I wanted was to never be seen In the dark everything it looks better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever In the dark I'm alive, I'm a legend, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever In the dark everything it looks better, whoa Hollywood forever, Hollywood forever