K.A.A.N. - Vacant lyrics

[Intro: K.A.A.N.] I can't think I feel so stressed I can't feel love it's so hopeless {Hook: K.A.A.N.} And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy I been working hard trynna make it all happen I believe in myself even when nobody else do Lawd And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy I been working hard trynna make it all happen I believe in myself even when nobody else do You down to the ground n***a don't let that affect you I said this sh** before but I'ma do it my way I swear to god I'm focused you know where to find me Time is of the essence, I promise not to waste it I'll take happiness or wealth, whichever one don't leave me Vacant, vacant, ah [Verse 1: K.A.A.N.] Sit alone with my thoughts, let me reflect And rummage through my mental checklist of regret It's okay, I'm just gon wallow with my sorrows I guess If you see me crying in public, please walk on by These are the tears of a clown I'm spillin' This pain is the realest feeling I feel for the life of me I, just can't attend what I want These wishful thinking prayers I hope Jahova hears, but honestly they're falling on deaf ears I'm revered as a rapid writer, releasing lines, I'm igniting the fire inside your soul Thats controlled by your insecurities Can tell the personality trace, just to fit in with the fake So that you blend in with the rest of the vagues It's a shame, there's beauty inside of yourself But look you gotta find it Within our darkest moments, we control our mental climates Never fold under pressure, thats what makes diamonds And even if you failed a million times, continue trying [Hook 2: K.A.A.N.] And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy I been working hard trynna make it all happen I believe in myself even when nobody else do You down to the ground n***a don't let that affect you I said this sh** before but I'ma do it my way I swear to god I'm focused you know where to find me Time is of the essence, I promise not to waste it I'll take happiness or wealth, whichever one don't leave me Vacant, vacant, ah [Verse 2: K.A.A.N.] People miss the negate the fact that I am a loner My simple mind has been stressing over these things I conjure And I'll admit that I'm selfish, ignoring other's problems I never see the bigger picture, too reactionary I take advantage of the fact my mother's there for me I rarely say I love her, if I do, I say it sparingly Embarra**ed by my lack of compa**ion I wanted normalcy I know I need to go and see a doctor for conformity Of my body spirit and soul, my god tell me why I'm cold Murder opponents I will No empathy that I feel I found myself I was lost, but for my sake I just Hope that it isn't too late, flashbacks of cold razor blades How could I say that on record I still remember My homie telling me that I was tripping Said "You need to be aware of what you speaking, man these people are listening, don't that sh** affect your conscious? How you sleeping my n***a?" [Hook 2: K.A.A.N.] And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy I been working hard trynna make it all happen I believe in myself even when nobody else do Lawd And I just wanna be successful or I wanna be happy I been working hard trynna make it all happen I believe in myself even when nobody else do You down to the ground n***a don't let that affect you I said this sh** before but I'ma do it my way I swear to god I'm focused you know where to find me Time is of the essence, I promise not to waste it I'll take happiness or wealth, whichever one don't leave me Vacant, vacant, ah [Outro: K.A.A.N.] I can't think I feel so stressed I can't feel love it's so hopeless I can't think i feel so stressed I can't think i feel so stressed I can't feel love its so hopeless I can't think i feel so stressed I can't feel love its so hopeless Lawd Knowledge, n***a Shoutout to my homie SGULL for the beats, I appreciate this sh**,Eh Thats it though, I'm done Nah thats it I'm done, god bless i'm done Nah n***a I said god bless I'm done Thank you, thank you Goodbye, I got sh** to do Alright thats it