K.A.A.N. - The Ride rmx lyrics

I don't even know myself so how the f** can you relate to me? You got some insight meaning that you've seen some things I haven't seen I realize this world is fake, I refuse to a**ociate This lonely soul that's searching for acceptance he did not recieve I feel I'm on my own, I know I am, there ain't no helping hand With food held in his palm up in my face to feed this hungry man The plan was try to make it big and i tripped at the finish line and fell flat on my face Feelin embarra**ed, wasted lots of time I embodied the hatred that was given to me The literal poet thats murdering every thing he touches, I see! I'm given you honesty, pa**ion but I bet the modern day (‘cation to key-?) They wanted the sick and sadistic but this is tradition considerably! Try to be positive and prosper from the blessings I have Attempted to view the bigger picture Put my poems in perspective For people that's livin similar And never given advantages Depression settles in with no medication to manage it Im not leavin the house, I would rather sulk in seclusion And give you something thats real instead of vivid illusions A steady state of dilusion with deprevation of self I'm aware that constant complaining and poppin pills never helped I just pray that the Lord forgive me for the sins I'm commiting daily Pacing, talking to myself, I'm all alone and feeling crazy LAWD! Now… Back to the skeletons i keep in my closet A double bow lock on the door to make sure they never leave The intracacies of insecurities arent easy to see So i pour my pain into every lyric, therapudic release Relinquishing deamons from my soul, I saw my d**h in a dream The reason I work the way I do and I'm refusing to sleep Cause when I was younger people askin me why I never speak I truly believe I'm insignificant “you'll be fine”, but I doubt that sh** Evaporated confidence compliments on my self esteem Astutely staralize with my a**asinonimous signature The savior sanctify your silent soul from the subliminal The sign (or the silence?) that your ignoring Conforming the metaphysical Realigning your thinking for positive rea**urance Use your current situation as motivation deterring you from anything that's negative or feeling like your minuscule