K.A.A.N. - Marvin (Pro. K.A.A.N) lyrics

Now if you want it done right you better do it yourself I put my soul into this sh** I'm tired of asking for help I'm paranoid and isolated I think it's bad for my health I'm playing Marvin Gaye alone I'm in my zone I can feel it Now who the realest I don't care that's why I do this for me I'm not competing with the flock I'm just ahead of my time Been complemented by some legends but I stay on my grind While you demented the complacency is searching for shine I never lie on these records, I tell the truth it's my duty now I do more in a day than these n***as do in a week I made a beat and wrote a verse while all you rappers asleep Respect deserved so I suggested you want to speak or be spoken to They don't care about the work, they want the personal fame But this here is labor of love so I leave my trust in the process My grievances I state them out my claim to fame is word of mouth if you ain't hip to what I'm doing n***a you just out the loop Refuse to be like all of ya'll my heart is really in this sh**, don't tell me this is part of my my sense is just like sodomy I slice and dice the verses of verbal lyrical fisticuffs they only hit my line when they need something from me n***a Fakers are who*es, like what you calling me for. Time is money motherf**er every minute and second has got a dollar sign attached to it, dreams that I'm imagining, so pa** my current plight like, what is life without a struggle What's success without the failure n***a nothing is given god is my witness imma get it if I'm able and willing [?] Now, what I've done is elevate from the place that I was Mental progression is the key behind the doors more loved So I unlock it with my pa**ion I place nothing above, while I was focused on the craft, these kids was focused on buzz They want the money and women it's like they can't tell the difference between the real and the fake, that sh**'s a fatal mistake I tell it just like it is, all of these flaws I expose look I don't mean to oppose but would you let me proceed See, I'm the farthest bit from perfect man I sin I admit it My biggest fear is when I die is that I won't be forgiven and Imma go out alone, without a home of my own, I put so much time in this sh** I'm not attached to this world My mind is f**ed up, sinner, conversating just with myself If this music sh** don't work man I don't have nothing else Ain't seen my nephews in a while and man I hate that sh** This pain is real I feel it daily I'd explain that sh** I'm home sickin on a different coast, praying to the holy ghost Like what the f** is silver lining I can't seem to find it tryna keep it all together is not as easy as it seems but I suppose that sacrifice is crucial when chasing the dream [?]