K.A.A.N. - L's lyrics

I take my time with every line Make sure that its dope 2x But do i go in and then k** this sh**? You already know 2x I got this pain that's inside of me I'm repressing my feelings and hiding them Look, emotionally i am out of it And the will to survive i can't find that sh** I like to speak on my issues (on my issues) And these n***as most superficial (most superficial) See your sh** is so artificial (so artificial) That i'd rather talk about my struggle (my struggle) And not give a f** if you judging (you judging) Look, hate it or love it you will respect I tell the truth that's from my prospective The style got to real now you been subjecting An my sh** so sick that they been infected I'm the founding father with no benefactor How the f** you perfect what ive been inventing Victimizing with villian's evasive Been in the verse and it hurts at first to think Many moons ago nobody gave a sh** Way to make it now man we've been paving And me and my n***a we stay in the basement Single and focus avoiding the basics sh**, were working like slaves or two indentured servants Serving these sermons like EPMD And my purpose so clear its like pure LSD And your tiny plan that they all understand And my plan was cadence work with the mechanics And what we've been doing is the simplest sh** You can see for yourself if it helps you feel comfortable Got to make it captivating Let me grasp your attention with the temperamental Take it down memory lane with the sentimental I'm a mystic f**in poet that you see as a myth And i'm showing my lyrical gift That's when i lift up a pen An peeking isn't necessary I swear i'm in the super state I say the realest sh** Thats ever been written on instrumentals And giving them out to the people that are pleading for something more Avoiding the representative in the poorest fashion I repair with pa**ion when i master the craft The craziest sh** I created is quarantined from the populist Something you aren't even ready for Practice on truth i can see that falls And the flow from 09 that got dug in the vault I don't know what i want And I can't justify Decide if the dice should be rolled for appropriateness But i swear they don't get Man, they choose and they pick All this prevalent relevant ignorant sh** And in the song where I say my problems exist All they take from is my flow is the sh** Like they didn't hear nothing Assuming their blind so i wrote this in braille I'm lost in the abyss and remiss to admit And repeat that i'm lonely as sh** But i'm close to the feeling Felt rise to my feet with the fleet or a faction I pray for mercy My spirit is shattered My pride is in shambles I sell them in Latin My soul has turned cold Like i'm no longer human I'm destined for hell but the temperatures humid I made reservation by never repenting I'm sinning again As i sit to myself An these sins i am sinning are sweeter than sugar I'm swimming in sour But drowning in pitty A dangerous mix of emotions i live in I think i'm incapable of being flawed So you play your hand and im gonna play mine The name of the game is longevity Heard me So lets see who's popping in two thousand and thirty If this sh** is worth it weren't the ones to waste I just turned 25 I don't have time to wait I tried to give this all up yesterday I got demons inside of me i'm never safe I feel no pulse Like my heart isn't working I'll never find peace and i know that for certain I state to myself I am mentally sick I talk to Jehovah Does he give a sh** I'm giving my all Yet there still not convinced There is a fork in the road That's commit it or quit it I've been dedicated but now i feel low My style resonates with these kids all alone In a home that is hectic f** with no one they can call Come along I invite you inside of this journey These gestures are jealous I jab with my javelin Aim for the jugular [?] sure to a**ure that my jist was justified That sh** we asked for equality lyrics Like [?] lines Ain't no nursery rhymes I'm expanding your mind And depending my pen For the perfect position With accurate alliteration I give it The difference is patience Judging decisions Know every outcome before i make a decision Its all about attention To detail my n***a Just have pure intentions And faith in the process Eh LAWD Knowledge