K.A.A.N. - Awayo lyrics

[Josh Verse] She had all the heat, but wanted a change up And now she's a stranger, which couldn't be stranger Now it's just me, all that is memories Finally realized my efforts we're meaningless So many secrets kept, use to get angry Now it's what's leading me I had to dig deep, had to retreat Had to find beauty in just being me Had to remember I use to be free Had to be broken before find peace Have to be fearless to feel free to speak Won't every preach but yes I'll believe I'm in way too deep I have to succeed Have to realize the things that I've seen See what they mean, realize I'm lucky and see that no matter what happens I'm ok, and strong and I got it like all that was nothing Took it for real like that was my queen Turned to a jester right after the flee Stab after stab to my back but no blood I had to have faith, I had to just leap Oh oh how I learned some lessons She was the mess that messed me up but never left me guessing Saw her colors show. Who she was exposed So I exit no questions had to let her go [Hook} I've been reaching for my limits Don't push me away I'm close my arms extended but I watch it all fade Awayo-wayo-wayo Yeah I watch it all fade Awayo-wayo-wayo Wanna stop everything [K.A.A.N. verse] Don't tell me you're staying when you always leaving Deceiving with words that you speak on the daily I Felt like I wanted this woman to save me, I gave her my all but I guess that ain't good enough Down to the ground and I don't feel like giving up I became comfortable living alone I got tired arguing with you on phones, we no longer communicate now we just bickering Back and forth basically breaking each other down Not to be brutal but pointing out all of flaws what I see in your eyes is no longer the love that I use to believe that you had for me I can never take the relationships, or basic sh**, explaining this, to reminisce, think of bliss, the times I miss When we use to sit in solitude soliloquies of a better time I redefine and remember, we use to be together, in any time of vendetta we never let break us or put us inside of negative blame, so we reside forever, you can never see it coming I'm running I gotta find you, what if I'm telling the truth. I don't think were meant to be, now I can see, that I gotta let you be free, even though this sh** is k**ing me Literally feeling like I lost my heart and Im way past the point of me falling apart, and you tell me Im negative, I say that Im realistic I can see we don't have the same vision I can't bring you down to my level and I realize that I gotta make change, but I been so stubborn that by the time I comprehended you already left, now I'm just depressed