k**er - Liquid Shadows lyrics

I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I've been Liquid shadows surrounding me, my head is in a spin I don't know what I'm doing, I'm living in a haze Weird voices commanding me, I am not myself I tried to give up and I tried to resist Can't find a way out, the evil persists Addiction destroys me, my screnery is black I live in my own world, losing all tracks Liquid shadows, close to delirium Liquid shadows, no equilibrium Help me and heal me, I can't do it on my own Booze and pills are ruling, common sense is long gone There's a fire in my stomach, smoke is in my brain The words I speak are nonsense, I'm almost insane Visions of madness, I live in exile A cold existance, all the while Sick and tired, in my fantasy world A perpetual blackout, my memory is burned Fear and frustration, lacking self confidence Hollow walls build around me, there is no entrance I had everything that I could ask for But I always wanted more I'm in a state of disconnection, fate knocks on my door A labyrinth of thoughts, shredding my mind A circle of confusion, absence of time My friends turned me down, my woman is gone Liquid shadows, collapsing alone