You see I've been waiting too long Blowing my world in this atmosphere Today I am breaking the habit I'm ready to k** you but I'm k**ing me Have you seen me breaking under your eyes Have you felt the danger form my side I'm the king of my own place And I'm afraid that I'm losing control I can't stop this ache I fed them once with the pain They stayed my demons live in me Never in sleep they'll always be with me You would never understand I live from the pain... made in my mind How could I believe in saints When they have taken all I ever believed in Clean my soul wash it out world I appreciate... together as we're... no Clean my soul wash it out world I appreciate we're floating in you and in me