It's always I feel I'm not sure if I can do anything else And alcohol fills voids temporarily, it spills out, leaves the wound raw I feel like hell, at least I know I'm back to my old self Who would've thought changes effects were so widespread Who would've thought a friendship's a relationship too Maybe I shouldn't have friends And, Christ, how I've grown in the past few weeks Maybe I shouldn't befriend anyone else till I realize there's No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said Once again I forgot what I am doing And I don't know who you are fooling And just for the record, it never means nothing And I can't keep up, so lay back down There's still a few minutes to sleep in And my apartment is as empty as me Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way I put myself in stupid situations, I'll never make it out alive It's hard to make plans when your plan is someone else No me in team, no I in said, no me in team, no I in said Once again I forgot what I am doing And I don't know who you are fooling And just for the record, it never means nothing And I can't keep up, so lay back down There's still a few minutes to sleep in And my apartment is empty as me Didn't I want it that way, nobody wants it that way No time to sleep and I bet you could only guess How good it feels to be on your own It's hard to stand when you build your life on someone else It's hard to breathe when you are running from yourself