I swear I don't belong here But I believe Don't tell me this all comes from fear I promise I'll be different There's nothing left I'm on my knees surrendering This can't be I didn't know I lost it all Didn't know I'm breaking fall This isn't who I'm meant to be The soul I'm cheating I found missing Lost it all You can hear the angels call This isn't who you're meant to be I lost it all now I'm found missing I look in my reflection A stranger now I bury vows and retentions And if you can't see the pain in My father's sides as he told me goodbye and he don't be afraid Not being here waiting at the end of your time I will learn to walk again, again I didn't know I lost it all Didn't know I'm breaking fall This isn't who I'm meant to be The soul I'm cheating I found missing Lost it all You can hear the angels call This isn't who you're meant to be I lost it all now I'm found missing Like a bomb in the night I will go to a different life I'm not worrying my head, open my eyes Let the dust settle in I was just too afraid Doing my best was never enough to really win I was told that this curse only gets worse If you never hurt or ask God for forgiveness For forgiveness yeah, yeah I didn't know I lost it all Didn't know I'm breaking fall This isn't who I'm meant to be The soul I'm cheating I found missing Lost it all You can hear the angels call This isn't who you're meant to be I lost it all now I'm found missing