Juliana Hatfield - Failure lyrics

standing in the yard counting the leaves waiting for a lightning bolt to bring me to my knees will i be let down by the sunshine and the earth and the clouds lying on the couch with a tabloid magazine how to keep the dream alive gotta do it for the money if i say it a hundred times can i learn to believe the lie don't believe in promises it won't happen unless it does don't believe in miracles some problems cannot be solved shooting blades of gra** shadows move so fast all the things i thought i knew now where do i go and what do i do failure failure failure failure failure