[Intro] My life in a nutshell This is my life in a nutshell [Chorus] This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I fill-ill Never make the pain heal fu*k [Verse 1] Back in the lost and found I go But I'm more lost than found, I know I feel so cold in L.A. like I'm sittin' back at home, Chicago They say living's harder than dying, I'm willing to gamble that Find me unresponsive in a hotel room, girl can you handle that? Worst case scenario You still hear my songs on the stereo You still hear my name on the radio So I'll live forever, forever [Chorus] This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I fill-ill Never make the pain heal [Verse 2] Ho-oh-oh Death melodies I sing Cardiac arrest notes I hate to bring the negative vibes in the room But that's the ugly truth So much of my life and time the worlds consumed I throw the deuce and grab the noose Onto the next chapter None of this matters I've been feelin' helpless [Chorus] This is my life in a nutshell Heavens so far away I'm startin' to love Hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I fill-ill Never make the pain heal