Chef Jay {Verse 1} I cross my T's and dilate my eyes I live with her in mind They say, "Livin' life is free," I'll have to deny 'Cause everyday I pay the price I wake up feelin' like last night was a wild car ride Welcome to the fast life I pop these, watch how the time flies Outer-space, black skies lookin' like sci-fi But that's only half of me That's only half of me, that's one side But don't be sad with me And don't feel bad for me, it's alright {Chorus} Addictions remind me of the summer 'Mind you, I was younger Trying to kill my hunger, yeah Addictions remind me of the summer 'Mind you, I was younger Trying to kill my hunger {Verse 2} Percocets, nicotine, red promethazine Good sex, fast cars, I'd crash anything That is a smoke screen, none of those things make me happy Sold my soul, now I can buy anything Sad but I'm not a b*tch, don't try anything 'Cause I'll kill gladly, that's the only thing that make me happy Turn the frown off when the racks in Ain't no fentanyl up in my xans If I could end all of the withdrawls I would, but sadly, I can't Thinkin' back, it probably started with the vyvanse Now I'm starin' at oxycodone in my hand Rehab'll only ruin my plans On the bright side, I'm makin' progression I was takin' four, now I'm takin' one less 'Til I drop the codeine in the Sunkist Said, "fu*k it," grabbed the pint and poured the whole sh*t {Chorus} Addictions remind me of the summer 'Mind you, I was younger Trying to kill my hunger, yeah Addictions remind me of the summer 'Mind you, I was younger