Jughead's Revenge - Red lyrics

I'd have to talk all night to explain And tell you why 'cause this ain't no game Look at my world you see it's cold colored red I'd have you here just instead I close my eyes and see your face in my head Until all my fears are dead Hold it close to me The thought of not having to be burned again Left a load of good fortune on the bus somewhere in life Now I see what I've missed out on in my own little fight I'd have to talk all night to explain And tell you why because this ain't no game Look in my world you see the scars on my life Can you heal me tonight? I close my ears and your voice in my head Until my fears are all dead Try to confront me From the thought of being alone again Thought I knew what I had found So I tried to settle down Just to make you happy Then my world became a box I felt trapped I knew this wasn't me Far away from home On a station all alone And I think of you All the times we had I'll hope you understand That I did what I had to It's not that I don't care I'm just not ready for love I had to hide my life Before I decide what I want