Jude The Obscure - Rekindle lyrics

I don't want to be here, could you lay me in a position where I will be at one with myself, with the sweet red, with the sweet red you spilt will you paint my portrait in the snow, attempts are made to start a fire, but its impossible to start a fire with ice, your tears are so warm, I cannot feel them, it's so cold in here, so try hard to melt this ma** of frost inside of me, get rid of my frozen stare, you opened yourself to search for some warmth inside, but you didn't follow through