Joseph Bishara - Brightfall lyrics

[Intro] I prayed that the light in me to not only be held inside of me, but free the wrong with the right in me Because the demon I was they won't confide in me! [Skit] I come from a religious background being raised a Christian of Barker Temple Church of God & Christ Also studying Islam from 12 to 17 after my Christian Mother married a m**m! Mom loved that I rapped she wanted me to do it for Christ But the worldly me began when I ran away from home at 17 & no matter how much better of a person I became The worldly things I did would catch up with me & try to pull me right back down! [Verse 1] I come from it, but it seems impossible to run from it! All the evil I did to people then none could stomach? No cause when my spirits go up now every one plummets I can light all, with this angel but that demon will make the brightfall When your angle is to reason with those who night crawl Psycho searchin so they get even with a life you lost and was leavin But it might be costin this season when the fight calls! People change their life of sin Then try to negate the back they aimed the knife within A shame, I can with the game and be nice to friends then bang My revenge it came to wipe this grin then pain Fight your demons id advise it, its there no matter how you try to hide it In private you're running from the people that despise it Don't you lie and deny this sick hybrid Angel demon ain't no leavin either one Can't take it back where you got this evil from This magnitude the angel will need a gun! So much evil I saw, in the past i was bad now I'm right yall But the evil remains to make the brightfall! [Chorus] God knows I'm trying It seems like I'm always fighting for my life For my soul This won't bring me down! [Verse 2] All I want is heaven but the evil forces they follow me Plottin on my body to attempt to torch it or hollow me I cannot let the depths of hell to rise up & swallow me I'm tryna make it where the other angels & God'll be This is terrible fightin the past me is unbearable Never really mattered if my symbols & outfit were clerical Judging today for past demons make me hysterical Darkness is blinding take me back in the city of Jericho Darkness will not win my heart is really not grim But the chances of me becoming pure angel has got slim I'm stuck and I'm blocked in Brightness the plots been wanna frolic in God I'm lookin for solace but it got dim How can I detach from the past heinous acts Will I last Will they attack with a blast? When the night calls, it's gonna be a nice brawl For the darkness to come and make my brightfall! Ooh Awws [3rd Verse] Get it out! Spit it out! Evil in ya mix Rid it out! Don't ever wanna see, what that pit about We just stomp, we just thump, we just grit it out I'm fighting for a bright life, but evil wanna consume me And my soul is the right price! That would literally be a fright night But I ain't sellin' my soul to hell Angels yellin' propellin' flight heights Wanna spread those angel wings But they have wicked entangled things Like steaming hot tar with the stench of brimstone Knee in God's yard Can I repent the sin gone? Did that done that then the evil comes back Runnin' from myself it seems it ain't no runnin' from that! Just when you wanna start anew They judge you on what you used to be Thus makin' it harder too! But I refuse to lose Even if I gotta be banged and bruised Why do we have to battle Just to go the bright route Oh well I'm bout to beat this hell until it's lights out [Outro] Alive and I'm well, did I win in hell? The fight just to save my soul! Cause time and time again When I crawl to the light I land in sin Now my sins so far away That darkness will never find me! Hideous hideous grotesque grotesque