Jonwayne - Reflection lyrics

[Chorus] (2x) I used to give a f** A long time ago days were filled with juice TV and Oreos, if you saw me then You could never see who I am I'm 100 years of torture with a bullet in this hand You can see me now cause there ain't nothing else left My brain is a disaster zone, panic in my breath Give me shelter now, I really need my rest [Verse 1] There ain't nobody flyer than me I say a couple words and you can hear the birds sink in the trees The fetus and the earth glistens of reason 'Til he listens to greed with age He whistles and bleeds I would shake your hand but my fingers are picking under the dust Crumble paper bag, skin in the gust But who can leave, society is digits and pus We live in the us, before we're crippled, picture of us It's sickening, God, dreams of dogs biting the dove I forget the last time that I was living in love I spend my nights drinking it down and living it up And by the morning feel the sickness of a blistering cup Wondering if I've been filling it up-up, hitting the ground Like a thousand pounds lifted but we stitching it up-up Until the next time I'm feeling limited with the bust And hit the pillow like a bus till the bars cross For a minute I forget that I was s**ing the gun There's no fuss, but some of the time it's all fuss There was a time when I felt yeah, the utter presence of hell Tugging at my coat of arms with the sensitive smell of smoke Many'd croak where I should've fell Falling in the well of fire, walking the desert of many marksmen But I couldn't find my canteen like Carmen cause karma is my last girlfriend [Chorus] You can see me now cause there ain't nothing else left My brain is a disaster zone, panic in my breath If you saw me then you could never see who I am I'm 100 years of torture with the bullet in this hand [Verse 2] I'm supposed to tell you that I get laid every day And stay undefeated but since I was a fetus Working minimum wages that mind frame Got these players rhyming in cages, living half life Radiation's stuck to the pages I make records but I want nothing to do with history The only time I'm feeling fine is in my inner sleep The only time I'm seeing shine is in the reflection So I-I Throw Stones at them, I throw sto-o-o-uh-uh I throw stones at them, I throw stones