Joey Purp - Fear & Doubt lyrics

[Produced by Cam, Om'Mas Keith and Peter Cottontale] [Hook: Kenna] I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze [Verse 1: Vic Mensa] Starin' at a narrow-point reflection of myself Questionin' what is my life to become? I wonder if I'll ever be the man, my momma wish I was Or will I end up victim to the hand of a gun? Given the current circumstances I stand alone No one to hold me but me, I mean it's hard not to be stressed Stretchin' myself to the bone, can't feel my chest I been heavin' cause all this smoke I been breathin' in just to not be depressed All the pressures from record labels around me And the band, still tryna sign me Finally in a position to put all that sh** behind me How many mothers have a son they never know? Nobody questions what they do, nobody wonders where they go I'm goin' around in circles chasin' myself in contradiction With a pistol to the back of my head Prolly pull the trigger the moment after I make it big Pretty white seats in the Lambo all plastered in red My n***a, me? Naturally I forever be fly It's in my blood, it has to be, how could I ever be not? Ain't a question when and where cause I'mma forever get mine Stand in my way, that be the day they get a deputy shot Goin' back? f** that. That used to be me I used to be weak, we used to be thieves Steal my shoes for a second, think about it What if you could be me? What would you do? f** would you do? [Hook] [Verse 2: Joey Purp] Holla at your boy, it's Purple baby they label me A problem and I probably am, so I don't knock 'em How I pull up in that Caddy on trims? Clean chakras With a Oscar-winning b**h, she got on door knockers And I'm knocking down your door if it's war, partner Deepak Purple, that boy conscious Jack four Biancis, come back with a pound a Broccoli like how he? Why he? Cause I be Moving through the city like a IV, trynna be monogamous But I got b**hes on my dick like I'm the sh** cause I'm the sh** And I only promise this To my little girl, I'mma bring you the world Yo f** that n***as love to talk, but that talkin' sh** out the conversation You young n***as gon' f** up and start some complications Your baby mothers, your cousins, grandmother's congregatin' One more time and your f**in' life confiscated I seen good n***as die over less so how you trippin'? A higher power sent you and your n***as on your mission? The m**ms preach to the Jews to preach to the Catholics and Christians My brother's serving a life sentence, n***a how you livin'? My homie get it on the boat, n***a how you get it? My momma usually like to snort, n***a how you feel it? I asked him if it's easy to k**, he said hardly k**ed a n***a in the club, took the life out the party, huh? [Hook] [Break: Vic Mensa] This is me at the end of the day Forget the talkin', forget all of the lies and forget all of the cameras Who's who and who's watchin'? The water for my soul for the day I hit the coffin [Outro: Vic Mensa] x6 Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine