Joe Budden - Skeletons lyrics

(Chorus) I got some skeletons locked in the closet, yea yea And I’ve been dying dying just to find an outlet, yea yea And I’m hoping that no one finds out about it, yea yea Wishing maybe it will disappear but I doubt it, I doubt it (Verse) I look over my shoulder not knowin’ where it’s coming from But knowin’ that it’s coming I was buggin as a youngin, Aow I’m running from a something that’ll even out my dumb decisions The night I shot, and had him bleeding out his lungs and spittin Do any sins go unforgiven? I hope not ‘Cause most of mine were hunger driven, nothing in my mother kitchen, Stomach sounded like the clouds ignited and the thunder hittin’ So the wellest grew kid ended up with more than a couple missing Still not a chef but now the c**aine forever cooking I love kids, but now I’m selling to a pregnant woman sponsored links Stomach through the projects and the M, with a cup in my hand Gun on my waist and I don’t give a f** is my plan You’ll never understand, my palms sweat Followed by a shortness of breath then my heart jets and I ain’t find it calm yet Go unless shorty sing ‘Cause ain’t no way in hell to save Joel They bring enough to tell you everything (Chorus) I got some skeletons locked in the closet, yea yea And I’ve been dying dying just to find an outlet, yea yea And I’m hoping that no one finds out about it, yea yea Wishing maybe it will disappear but I doubt it, I doubt it (Verse) f** all that rappin, I’mma let the conversation rock I got skeletons in my closet The living dead live in a n***a head behind a combination lock When will the occupation stop and make it a vacant lot? The black Mamba when I crack vodka, I’mma take a shot And hope them stowaways go away before the anchor drops Yo thanks a lot, I’m a bottle drinking nutcase Government double XL behind M, I had the drunk face I steadily dream about cleaning these demons out In order to clean them out you gotta scream and shout all of your secrets out loud It started as a kid at my school desk Aced every quiz but I wanted to pa** the cool test Ain’t nothing cool about school, shopping at the thrift store And living in an abandoned station wagon because you were piss poor So I started stealing all of the clothes that the other kids wore That’s when the skeletons moved into my mind on the 6th floor And more came through Crooked I’s youth I slowly started moving them out my closet into this mic booth For real, bro (Chorus) I got some skeletons locked in the closet, yea yea And I’ve been dying dying just to find an outlet, yea yea And I’m hoping that no one finds out about it, yea yea Wishing maybe it will disappear but I doubt it, I doubt it (Interlude) I thought I had it locked away til forever But no memories fade away, they seem to stay Comfortable in my conscience, you live in my dreams They say time heals it all, then why’s bane still with me? (Verse) See the problem is I know it all Or maybe the problem is that I just show it all Maybe didn’t think that I should be ashamed of my actions but really there’s no remorse Maybe the Lord decided I suffered enough and let me live with no withdrawals Then again I live with mean as He deem that I’m much too important to focus all We could talk about pain 24/7, dog that’s my department In a city blues cruise and I’m blastin that Marvin Skeletons ain’t in my closet, that’s my apartment And they like to hide behind thousand dollar fabrics and garments It’s all bleaked in me Tell my pop I ain’t bothered when he don’t speak to me, I love you but it’s weak to me Oh one can’t, life’s short and there’s no excuse to do it You was missing half my life dog, I’m kinda used to it Modern day Son of Sam, judge but you don’t understand Me against the world, I plan on winning , know I’m under man Wanna see through the eyes of a monster? Look through my gla**es tint My room is a stadium , just take care of half the rent (Chorus) I got some skeletons locked in the closet, yea yea And I’ve been dying dying just to find an outlet, yea yea And I’m hoping that no one finds out about it, yea yea Wishing maybe it will disappear but I doubt it, I doubt it I doubt it I doubt it I doubt it…