Joe Budden - 4 Walls lyrics

[Intro] See, me.. I'm talking bout something called, Something I like to call.. call.. it Ain't even got a name for it Only certain n***as suffer from this sh** (Turn up my voice) Talking bout n***as that got like, n***as that got like the sixth sense or something.. Sometimes you see sh** that ain't there Sometimes you hear sh** that nobody said Sometimes you think somewhere, that you really somewhere totally different It's almost like you hallucinating, but you sober, you ain't high No d** or nothing like that. Sometimes you be high.. Talkin bout paranoias and sh**.. [Verse 1] Look, I don't give a f** again Thoughts in my head, lookin like a n***as stuck with them, Wishin it abruptly ends, but God woke him up again, Everything I seen is so unfair, So unclear, Tryin reach out, no ones there, 4 Walls tellin him go run where? No one cares, Screamin this too shall pa**, ridin on ??? without gas, Bills pilin up with out cash, tryin to maintain and out last, Pray for me, keep tellin n***as patiently, wait for me, Keep tellin my haters wait and see, I'm really tryin' to fill the vacancy, Been along time its taken me, Mothaf**as keep mistaken me, Mistakenly, the cage in me, n***as never had no faith in me, It's like I'm one semi from d**h, I'm just a few pennys from debt, I got no identity left, victim of Identity Theft. Our problems are never new, It's revenue, Keep blamin them it's never you, Keep tellin baby girl Im gonna leave and never do, Cause even when a n***a needs space, when your lookin' for a little lee-way, Somebody puts it on replay, like it gets louder with each day, Pray. [Chorus] 4 Walls, 4 Walls They surround me Loneliness Has found me I'm wating for you To return Open the door Walk right on and.. Homie let's start all over again [Verse 2] Look, Look, I'm tryin to keep it formal now, But the pressures on him now, I'll go ahead and warn you now, I'm tryin to come across as normal now, All my life I've been called insane, looked at as if I'm strange, Can't tame em, can't blame em, for lookin at me as if I can't change, With that said still I'ma rise, Though I keep it still in lies, Good ahead reveal your disguise, Maybe that'll k** the surprise, Sometimes I feel deprived, Started when the guilt arrived, I noticed that the hills have eyes, when you wanna heals a demise And ya mans on a ledge, n***as tamperin' with my head, I ain't gettin' head in the Phantom, Phantoms in my head, Can't escape, Figured I would be a candidate, I ain't gotta upper hand to date, Can't be fate, Must think that I can handle weight, See I'm thinkin of Mansions, Lakes, I was thinkin Mandalay, Thinkin I'd expand my state, That's just a chance I'd take, Bow to my knees, So the crowd to please, put em in the mouth of the beast, Crazy they didn't make him out to be, I'm just tryin' make it out atleast, please. [Outro over Chorus] See what I'm talkin bout, they ain't really got terms for sh** I'm talkin bout I know they just diagnosed me with this sh**, Like a, like a early age or sh** I don't mean 4 Walls like literally, nothing like that 4 Walls I'm talkin bout.. Ain't no windows Ain't no sunlight Ain't even a door No locks no nothing Ain't no gettin out that sh**, ?? I'M TALKIN BOUT 4 WALLS IN YA HEAD BABY I know a n***a like me, I been talkin about a n***a like me for a long time f**ed up out here Can't even escape WE GON GET EM (Haha)