Joe Budden - Russian Roulette lyrics

What n***as don't know and what my friends don't see Is while the world keep spinning, its a lens on me So I sit and prophecize of what the ends gon be Maybe a domino effect if u depend on me Now the cool thing to call me is a a**hole, is that so Pill popping in a strip club with my hat low Out of every battle, I ain't lost yet Say I'm misunderstood, I say my points just ain't come across yet Prince, all I'm missing is the little red Corvette Feeling like a million though a n***a ain't in Forbes yet All that sh** go with the fame The industry's the wrong complexion, tryna Sammy Sosa the game Sharper than y'all without a days rest, he don't mind being a pawn Then how the f** u gonna mind it when I play chess No beef with Beans, not a beef with Fab Just f*gs that think I'm searching for a beef to grab I'm too talented to reach for that It take more than some tweets in fact To get him off the leash, capiche And if streets is so concerned about me and Somaya Reece But they ain't got the whole puzzle all they do is try to piece Reality ain't World Star, lets keep in private please Me and her gon end up whatever we decide to be Can u hear me, tired of n***as asking bout Tahiry She can do what she wanna long as she don't do it near me Y'all reading MediaTakeout, what I take out the Media is Everything ain't what it appear to be Leaking pictures of Fif feeling on your a** But if u seen it like me then u be feeling like an a** So I'm thinking I was fooled by watching u act a fool Seeming desperate for attention, baby, take this as a j**el And since we no longer, u and Cotto get the same advice Need to fire everybody in ya corner n***as ain't worth my time, I won't respond to ya Momma called saying, "Who u gon get to sponsor ya" Fans becoming less fond of ya What they've concluded looking at me through a monitor is that I should be monitored Wait! let me apologize if I'm alarming ya Dreaming bout nightmares, fell in love with my insomnia Or is my presence to blame, I live in the future Laughing at y'all, still waiting on the present to change Say my life's like the Truman show But if n***as could care less then what they tune in for I give em all access while creating a new sound And u bound to run into hurdles when u breaking new ground Got Jersey on my back, there were few folk beg to differ I do it all by myself, ain't gotta beg a n***a They like I'm better than son And he a bad look for Jers, but a bad look is better than none U now dealing with a visionary Dog ya style doggie style, I rather be on top, I favor missionary Them wack n***as that u say in they prime Ain't seeing numbers, they dealing with Renee Divine I thought I was unprepared for the fame and all the bears Then I went to see my grandma and it all became clear Cause she 90 years old, can't move, blank stare Like she waiting on d**h, won't move up out that same chair Yeah, listen, I'm outspoken, outcasted When the odds was outrageous, a n***a outlasted Look at what u making a issue Difference between leaving the hood and taking it with u Is the difference between watching from home and sitting courtside Difference is I'm one up, u thinking the scores tied Unh, simple-minded motherf**a So if I'm Anti its cause I mind it motherf**a Bar for bar, if u looking for a lil' trauma If I acknowledge yo a**, n***a its still a honor A bad b**h by my side that cause a lil' drama Thinking she can "pop up" on me cause she my Lil' Mama Say I ain't the best, that man don't know me Never ran, never will, f** Dan Antoni But I'm planning my escape, once I get off tour And just know its gonna be on my terms, not yours