Joe Budden - Runawway lyrics

I said all that I'll say, so I stand with no apologies I've popped all that I popped, wasn't too recently that it got to me Those of y'all that love Joe, gotta admit the sh** was a lot to see Today I take all of the credit like I did away with modesty I lost weight, lost faith, I got caught up in that vacuum My stomach turned and my eyes burned, and I became best friends with the bathroom Today it takes all the strength I have inside for me to avoid the rush Face pokered over the toilet, all you hear is a royal flush Was under control, though they warned me about addiction Mind manifested again in the form of a prescription And it's funny what the effects of that little pill'll do Funny sh** that keeps you alive can also k** you But it's my life, guess I'm stuck in it Sometimes I wanna just be normal like them other kids The demon I battle with every night is simply d** and sh** But I'll runaway from it all if God deems that I've had enough of it They say don't get lost, follower the leader And don't do that, be a believer When the sun goes down, you better hide It's a dangerous world, better stay inside and Run along, run along It's a long long way, home from here Run along, run along It's a long long way, home from here, yeah Uh, it go How come they can roll? Y'all tell me how come they can smoke, they can drink? They get to do whatever they want and it don't interrupt the way they think They all get to be regular, why is it only me this odd? Me who can't even stand up straight, me who can't even keep a job Maybe I'm asking for too much, a tiny piece of normalcy Or an answer to any one of my f**ing prayers that's asking what's wrong with me Maybe I'm tired of being unique, tired of being that outcast I'm tired of me being the only one, so tired of you all not knowing about that I'm tired of it all, want me to fall a spectacle, for the crowd to see Or being the only one with faith, I'm tired of everybody doubting me I'm tired of responding to grown a** folks that think so motha f**in childishly Aches, wish I could take my parents' genes the f** up out of me Tired of wanting to run somewhere, tired of having to bare it all Tired of you f**s constantly taking from me and I'm willing to share it all Tired of being objective, I'm tired of having to hear it all But being alone is the only way I know to never be near it all They say don't get lost, follower the leader And don't do that, be a believer When the sun goes down, you better hide It's a dangerous world, better stay inside and Run along, run along It's a long long way, home from here Run along, run along It's a long long way, home from here, yeah