Joe Budden - Ordinary Love sh** Pt. 1 lyrics

My path for tomorrow is relaxing at full throttle Born to be a leader but a tough act to follow Bet on me at all costs in spite of my cash If I can't afford the Whardarf I can't afford to fall off Stories over greatness No stopping my zone I'm bumping Roman's Revenge but I'm plotting my own Like a prophecy in case n***as haven't learned not to bother me 'fore you send your shots, check my returns policy Could do without the leeches Choose without the creases Miami heat hater but I do the South Beaches For any drama I be calling up monsters I ain't Gilbert I never met a wall I can't conquer Ruger aimed if I'm who you try an' belittle I learnd it's hard to get justice when you try and be civil Whatever the future holds I can live with the day Some n***as will sell there soul but some will give it away And as the devil in disguise they window of opportunity is minimised Simplified, check what I exemplify b**h n***a, here's something for you to generalise Estate out by Tenafly Pool houses, winter rides Play in that water, you bound to get your feet wet Only rapper with nothing to hide, me and G-Dep My shorty might disagree with that sentiment If I keep something from you, I promise it's all innocent b**hes gon get you with that fake out beat Won't let the media takeout me A made n***a gotta know I'm dealing with me Gotta put up with a lot of hate before you say you love me How much of it can you tolerate You can't talk about marriage and giving birth If you hit the dirt anytime you think I lift a skirt It grows tiresome everytime you get berserk Plus if you abandom home over what was just a flirt Without a care, I just chuck Deuces My skin will turn numb and you'll be stuck with what your truth is Then you'll feel a way thinking I should have resisted Then you'll start to see a side of me You never knew existed Cause you've never seen me act like a jerk I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts But wait It's to the point I gotta ask myself Why the f** is it so easy to detach myself Maybe it ain't you Just something I lack myself But if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself Now listen I could give a f** bout how them other n***as treated you If your a** was that perfect they would be with you I don't care if you dimed out You'll say your the best I'll ever have and I'll say I'm willing to find out Wait I'm thinking bout our bond and what happened to it If you ain't lifting the burden, you probably adding to it Just say my logic is wild and just sick to her Just say I'm all for self and don't consider her She feel like she don't have a voice in this relationship I'm thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it Vertain sh** I wouldn't stand for I'm giving them my all but she demands more I wish she would understand more Certain sh** you couldn't plan for I'm guessing I love you and your worth it I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this But oyu just think that I'm full of it We both come from backgrounds of bullsh** I'm fortunate that ain't what you see in me...