Joe Budden - Ordinary Love sh** Part 3 (Closure) lyrics

[Joe Budden] (1 and 2 was for y'all, this one's for me) I finally found a pa**ion I lacked before I can't believe I didn't catch on to the act before I mean I voiced my complaints, that went ignored A few things you felt that you was too attractive for Cuz everything out your mouth said that you ain't wanna hurt Love the lifestyle we lived, but you ain't wanna work So I'd sit you down and say its getting outta hand While you shoot down every idea, busy worried about a brand When ya baby dad said all that sh** that was trife How you was married, requesting dick pics from Lyfe Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby Accusing me, but pretending yourself I couldn't catch it, too busy defending myself Or was I wrong not seeing a life without you Or taking everything that you said to face value When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad Cuz at first you resembled my twin Fast forward, you gave me identical twins But then you lost it, honestly that murked my soul Cuz though we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth control And we was right back at it, f**ing like addicts While you was disrupting what was seeming like a marriage You never got embarra**ed, interrogating me but that was just Yaris Yeah we beefing I dragged you off the bed I swear to this day I re-enact in my head So I hemmed you up, wasn't what I aimed to do I ain't attack you, b**h I was restraining you! But you was wifey, though I understand that its not a game Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me, you pressed charges But I made bail its just heartless You can't smash my laptop on the wall And then think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that I mean you can't call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whattup When I'm her son and you just locked me up But wait, this is where it really gets deep Judge said she gets control of the house for a week Filed a restraining order so she couldn't come near me The f** else I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm sleeping on her couch, not discussing sh** Staring at the fattest a**, not f**in it I guess despite everything that she showed me It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me I missed all the arguing and yapping Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin Can't believe that it happened I lost my unborn daughter when we fought I'm thinking I k**ed Aspen! And that's when I thought that we'd be dead awhile But we decided to reconcile Im so hungover from love and what not How could you not expect us to take another shot But during all this time we don't live together Stupid me thought that you would go get your sh** together You know, get a job or if acting's your career Seems you've persued the sh** for a year from right here And it appears, along with all the yelling and the screaming We both at the table, but my side is leaning But rather than end it, we tried to mend it f** bein a couple, lets work on a friendship But then it got weird, I was stunned from that You took it to a place where there was no coming back Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that Two weeks removed and you f**ing with a running back Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel Lies are a handful Bouncing off of, different guys lookin scrambled Despised how it was handled But when you ain't got a dime, why not decide to gamble Said you'd be in L.A. doing business I'm thinking that's great, I can't fault her Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't think that I would call her She said she ain't seen you since you landed And for days she been blowing up your phone like a stalker And all I could do is laugh at myself As I thought, why is old girl s**ing off Derrick Ward for? Said we was makin it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts coming together and its brutal Won't Skype, Gmail chat, won't Oovoo The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I can't figure out who the f** your being true to Said the Wifi was down in the tele But you ain't say that you was at hotel his house! Looking like a groupie Or maybe I misunderstood when you said y'all 2 was makin a movie Looking at the sh** pile I stepped in again And to top it off your ho a** is pregnant again? Not again! I been through the whirl so I s** it up Its less about the lie more about the cover-ups So you busted, but your adding to the friction Cuz you deny it all but you do it with conviction So you talkin to me real disparaging So what attitude, coming off arrogant If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be But all it looks like is that you renting out p**y Less about you, nah you ain't the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about your son That's what got me up being an insomniac Little n***a can't control how his mommy act As for me, I'm trying to flush you out my system So I counter by filming all my s**ual encounters Mentally not there while I'm screwing And I only keep going cuz thats what your doing I'm trying to see, how's it done, how's it possible Enough to put a weak n***a in the hospital Starin at one ex, talking about another But this one would k** if it meant I wouldn't suffer But she taking little shots, Im getting ridiculed Cuz all she complained about, I went and did with you Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you She's not your type, she ain't got the right hips for you So you try and take something for pain, it don't work You still feeling all the Novocaine don't work Nope so we good, I don't let it get me down Not a p**y that good nor a titty that round For anything to work, y'all trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a mutt be with a mutt So I dead that b**h and though the sh**'s been over Some situations don't end without Closure