Joe Budden - Ordinary Love S*** Pt. 3 (Closure) lyrics

I finally found a pa**ion I lacked before I can't believe I didn't catch you under the act before I mean I voiced my complaints. That went ignored A few things you felt that you was too attractive for Cause everythin out your mouth said that you ain't wanna hurt Lead a lifestyle we lived... but you ain't wanna work So I'd sit you down and say it's gettin outta hand While you shoot down every idea, busy worried about a brand When ya baby dad said all that sh** that was trife How you was married, requestin dick pics from Lyfe Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby Accusin' me, but pretendin' yourself I couldn't catch it, too busy defendin' myself Or was I wrong not seein' a life without you Or takin' everythin' that you said to face value When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad Cause at first you resembled my twin Fast forward, you gave me identical twins But then you lost it, honestly that merked my soul Cause tho we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth control And we was right back at it, f**in like addicts While you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage You never got embarra**ed, interrogatin' me but that was just Yaris Yeah we beefin' I dragged you off the bed I swear to this day I re-enacted in my head So I held you up, wasn't what I aimed to do I ain't attack you, b**h I was restrainin' you! But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a game Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came Handcuffed me... you pressed charges But I made bail it's just heartless You can't smash my laptop on the wall And then think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that Man you can't call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whaddup When I'm her son and you just locked me up But wait... this is where it really gets deep Judge said she gets control of the house for a week Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come near me The f** else I do but go right back to Tahiry I'm sleepin on her couch, not discussin sh** Starign at the fattest a** not f**in it I guess despite everythin that she showed me It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me I missed all the arguing and yappin' Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin Can't believe that it happened I lost my unborn daughter when we fought I'm thinkin I k**ed Aspen! And that's when I thought that we'd be dead awhile But we decided to reconcile I'm so hungover from love and what not How could you not expect us to take another shot But durin' all this time we don't live together Stupid me thought that you would go get your sh** together You know... get a job or if acting's your career Seems you've persued the sh** for a year from right here And it appears, along with all the yellin' and the screamin' We both at the table, but my side is leaning But rather than end it, we tried to mend it f** bein a couple, let's work on friendship But then it got weird, I was stunned from that You took it to a place where there was no coming back Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that 2 weeks removed and you f**in with a running back Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel Lies are a handful Bouncin' offa different guys lookin scrambled Despised how it was handled But when you ain't got a dime, why not decide to gamble Said you'd be in L.A doing business I'm thinkin that's great, I can't fault her Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time But you probably didn't think that I would call her She said she ain't seen you since you landed And for days she been blowin up your phone like a stalker And all I could do is laugh at myself As I thought, why is ol'girl s**in up Derrick Ward for? Said we was makin it right, but you couldn't! On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldn't! The puzzle starts comin together and it's brutal Won't skype, gmail chat, won't oovoo The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual And I can't figure out who the f** your being true to Said the Wifi was down in the tele But you ain't say that you was at hotel his house! Lookin like a groupie Or maybe I misunderstood when you said ya'll 2 was makin a movie Lookin at the sh** pile I stepped in again And to top it off your hoe a** is pregnant again? Not again! I been through the world so I s** it up It's less about the lie more about the cover up's So you busted, but your adding to the friction Cause you deny it all but you do it with conviction So you talkin to me real disparaging, so what attitude Coming off arrogant If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be But all it looks like is that you rentin out p**y Less about you, nah you ain't the one You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about your son That's what got me up being an insomniac Lil n***a can't control how his mommy act As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my system So I counter by filmin all my s**ual encounters Mentally not there while I'm screwin And I only keep going cause that's what your doing I'm tryna see, hows it done, hows it possible Enough 2 put a weak n***a in the hospital Starin at one ex, talkin about another But this one would k** if it meant I wouldn't suffer But she takin lil shots, I'm getting ridiculed Cause all she complained about, I went and did with you Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you She's not ya type, she ain't got the right hips for you So you try and take somethin for pain, it don't work You still feelin all the novocaine don't work Nope so we good, I don't let it get me down Not a p**y that good, not a titty that round For anything to work, ya'll trust is a must And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a Mutt So I dead that b**h and tho the sh**'s been over Some situations don't end without Closure