Joe Budden - Joe Budden lyrics

Nothing stays the same forever.....not even me Check this...check it [Joe Budden - Verse 1] Something must've changed me, n-ggas might defame me But things that used to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me Strangely I'm no longer sad man or angry Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this just ain't me Mainly what do I tell all the people that thanked me Mainly those who ordain me, aside from can you blame me Motivation they was supplying me no longer providing me Jason Williams something k**ed whatever was driving me Worrying less about the past more about the now Less about what I'm going though more about the how It's for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting Now I'm a different person with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens For certain, got 6 figures in my sock drawer And honestly this year I expect to make a lot more It's hard to live without a budget when life is corrupted In a house thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it Scream f**k it not because I have to but because I love it Which makes me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted Without a paddle up sh-t's creek Dig deep and see it ain't life it's just me So be warned as I'm putting on like I'm deformed Only so y'all can accept it as being my norm Maybe I quit working on me, maybe I given up Maybe I been lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck. [Chorus] It's enough to make you black out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my gla** house It's enough to make you spazz out, pull a mac out Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud Tired enough for me to pa** out, tired of running from the black cloud.