Jhene Aiko - Do Better Blues pt 2 (Marvin's Room) lyrics

Three blunts rolled up Hennessy in my cup He always told me slow up But I never really gave a f** We haven't spoke in three years I wish that he could be here I'm tryna fight through these tears But I'mma call him anyway and tell him Chorus: f** this sh**, I'm missing you so bad I know you still think about the times we had I said f** this sh** that I was on before Like then I didn't know but now I'm for sure Ohhhhh, oh I'm just sayin' I'll do whatever To get you back, yeah I'll do whatever Tell me have I said that ever? Without you here I cannot do better Without you here I cannot do better (Ohhh) And I just been sittin here going crazy Been thinking about the baby that we almost had Thought I moved on but I didn't Like, who am I kidding? sh** it's all been bad He threw a party, yeah he threw a party Remember Marvin when he threw a party We went to his room and sh** got retarted Hate that I used no protection I'm sorry I need you right now, are you down to listen to me? I think that something was slipped in my drink I know you're thinking how dumb can I be Shouldn't been there anyway, I'm ashamed That night was my first time trying c**aine After we split up, nothing's been the same I've been caught up living in the fast lane It's been two months and I'm scared cause I'm late Emotions are mixed up I am just a crazy girl I'm lucky that you picked up Lucky that you stayed on I need someone to be my savior Could it be you? I'm just sayin' I'll do, I'll do whatever Without you here I cannot, I cannot do better Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah It only gets better with you And I am only better with you It's true Baby, I'll do whatever I gotta do Whatever I gotta prove I'll do it, I'll do it I'll do it Cause I been drinking, I been smoking Way too much and way too often And I need you, and I need you right now I need you now