Jevon - Ghostin' lyrics

[Hook] [Verse 1] Temper's getting shorter, friend list getting shorter Life's a lonely road, d**h's still round the corner I'm vocally expressing how I'm emotionally defective They said I was antisocial, I'm just socially selective This supposed to be your best sh**? Weren't expecting to be accepted On that f** everybody sh**, no responding to any text-es I just locked off my phone, in my zone, home alone Thinking all the odds were against me but I did this sh** on my own Never fitted in with the hipsters, avoided all of that hood sh** Baller friends competed money-wise, and shout my n***as on the gully side See, I always been that cloud nine, writer's block [?] Stuck indoors a lot, why do I feel like an outsider? It's that overthinking music, driving at night I made all the wrong decisions when I was tryna be right Is the game what you watching when you the privacy type? Ricky told me this would happen when the timing was right, that's why I'm ghostin' [Hook] [Verse 2] Sold out my first headline, still unsigned, no single out Thinking 'bout all them days when I was singled out, take the single route Appreciate the smaller things in life cause I've been without Mind's been hurt so maybe that's why my pen just keeps bleeding out Breathe in clouds, and excel the sky Cause you won't know if you'll be the greatest if you fail to try So tell me why my music's helped me more times than my friends have Wrote my letters to God, but still no letters sent back Life is just d**h in disguise And yet I shine like Glastonbury festival nights Stress all you like, I'm just tryna be the best of all time I'll rub that salt into your wounds till your cholesterol's high Jevon, you're right, you was destined to fly No point regretting in life, you keep forgetting you're high But I don't smoke no weed, so don't confuse me with no stoner Don't ask me why I'm a motherf**ing loner, I tell em why I'm ghostin' [Hook]