Jesse Rutherford - Listen Better lyrics

[Intro] Hey, it's just me I got some words Yo, mmm, listen please [Verse] Everybody hates me when they see me But they love me once they meet me And I'm hotter than the sun wearing a beanie This the life I live because I chose it Nobody ever proposed it But it's so picture perfect you would think that I was posing For the cameras and the lenses I would never consider someone who knew about my business as a friend It's crazy to think that forever isn't endless And even though these things make sense, I'm still relentless When it comes to putting dinner in my stomach I'll be grubbing onto something till I love it then I vomit Running up that hill to the money like a summit I'm the coldest white boy in this rap thing, I promise Too many tattoos to even start counting Spent so much on them had to hire an accountant Filled up quick like my body was a tweet But 140 characters could never let me be To the people, the art of how I truly feel Ain't but, damn, won't be enough, I need the whole damn easel New nickname King James 'cause I'm regal Thank God freedom of speech isn't illegal, look I hope to be the next 2Pac Shakur Walk a different path than now, with two socks before I get two shots or more taken at me from the wrong weapon Where I'm from we never see Smith and Wesson's But I'm guessing if a lesson could be learned instead of lived God would have a whole lot more to give People f**ing for themselves and then they have a little kid Bring them out unto this Earth and then desert them for a bit, look I spit faster than the voice behind a fine print I'm losing my mind, so it'd be great if I could find it I say that I love money but the love I have is priceless I'm in first place, you won't ever find me behind it Uh, my statistics keep on moving up Sorry if you hated on me and you never wished me luck But I don't give an f-word and I never did Who are you to say that you ever doubted this kid So blessed that I was let to dream So I tap out, I let my feelings on this retina screen Made a living for myself, bought expensive things That in-crowd till I die, man, I love my team, look I can hardly believe that I smoked weed But I was feeling green that day, call it Boulevard of Broken Dreams Used to play guitar a lot until I broke a string The low E, which is the exact one that I need 'Cause my emotion's so low, tanks on me And I could give a f** about ya, take on me I'm not the same but still a hipster and a sh**ty artist Need those six zero's, like I said I barely f**ing started [Outro] I'm starving, I'm starving, I'm starving Starving for attention, for attention Point your eyes please, please, oh, please Point them in my direction 'Cause I'm starving, I'm starving for attention I'm starving for attention, starving for a Starving for an answer Oh no, oh no, no, mmm