Jay Trilogy - PTSD (Warrior Built) lyrics

[Intro: Tech N9ne] Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this Thanks anyway.. [Hook: Krizz Kaliko] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins In a box so slim Inside of my nog' grows grim My hurt, it goes deep I serve and go weep A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third it's so bleak Done so much dirt I go leap to chief [Hook: Krizz Kaliko] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 2: Tech N9ne] I'm thinkin' about my lady, is she doin' something shady? Like havin' dudes around my baby, situations got me crazy Brainiac in subjects, but a maniac in public Where they train me at is insane we sat with no zany act We in thuggish - mode, feelin' my love is - cold In about a minute I'ma flip my top, gonna watch my mug ex-plode What I need right now from a lady is a kiss and a hug at -shows Got a grudge, it - holds God bless my rugged - soul But I got it, I'm stable, I'm for real I'm willin' and able Got you feelin' I'm ill and I'm crazed go Get the manic depressant pill on the table What'll keep me cool is a good birthday for my baby girl 'Till that time I'm dealin' with my mind and trippin' up with the crime in this crazy world [Hook: Krizz Kaliko] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 3: Jay Trilogy] Look in my eyes You can probably see the crazy feats of danger that I've survived Don't wanna relive 'em If you make me, then I get livid I might just go commit a crime I can feel 'em starin' at me all crazy Like they don't understand what I be s-sayin' But you ain't seen d**h Man I been awake for seven days and I just cannot stop shakin' So now I'm bout to take another shot and try to battle all my demons, can't let em win I'ma take a semi automic into my dream and pop shots until they all drop to the end And that was goin fine Until I had a small flashback and they all started risin' from the dead And now they start to double and double, and this sh**'s overwhelming but I gotta find a exit quick My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope Just need to buckle down, and try to battle it out And try to dodge the sh** that they about to throw I know I put in the hours But it still feels like I got a loose grip on my sk** set But f** it I know I gotta get a grip on my head if I'm really bout to do this All or nothin' man I gotta give it all I got One shot gotta make this sh** count I'm on the clock Watch, my sh** tockin' Sweat drippin' from the top of my head fallin' to my eyes, so God Please help me do my best Then pop, there's a hole in my bullet-proof vest Shot to the chest man, I'm runnin' out of breath But I can't leave this world till I lay this sh** to rest, ahh! [Hook: Krizz Kaliko] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here