Jay Prince - Story Telling (First Person) lyrics

[Verse: 1] I am a young n***a headin' straight to the f**ing top I had no friends couldn't trust a soul so i had to stop I'm holding on this pain searching for the fame like i'm a cop and if doesn't come then i don't care 'cause i am truly blessed I think this city needs something,but i don't really know 'cause every time i look around i see there is something wrong I see the [?] kid up on the news while my family gone, if you don't need me 'cause i'm grown then i guess i'm just on my own I had to write a couple lyrics Had to let 'em know I see some girls can twerk and wear a thong, but now they gone An hour later you will see them on the news,'cause What they chose You See?A lot of girls ain't smart 'Cause they ain't open the books on how they dad ain't gone I witnessed [?] 'cause yeah my momma was alone I was a little boy I couldn't do nothing to set her free My father was battin' me, i seen the blood on my feet Got stitches on my face, like why did this happen to me? Now i'm crying so loud I wanted to die, i couldn't sleep So a couple years later got my revenge and made him bleed Hit him back with the bat, i wanted to go in for a slap But my sister kept pulling me Telling me to stop that I said no he went inside his closet and pulled his gun out Then my brother gave me 24 seconds to run out So i took my chance to save her life but now he's blown out(Damn) But i don't know,my sister said she love me,my brother in the sky, now my momma wanna hug me I ain't ever had this feeling Now these girls they wanna cuff me Seems they're love will always come to me if i'm always making this money [Spoken] It seems like people tellin' you sh** they don't mean Like "they love you" Sike n***a they don't f** out of here I miss you bro Rest In Peace [Verse:2] But now they wanna leave me, so i'm on my own I had a couple thoughts inside my head to sell my soul But i'm just like no,'cause i won't get it back Why did you leave me?Why? I don't even know why i'm livin' this lifestyle I'm too young to be f**ing up all my life now This that story telling from a boy who's dead and gone (wow) Yeah (yeah) But hold up Look All these girls is making wrong decisions They have to choose the righter path to see the clearer vision If they don't understand that's when they completed mission Now they gone missing Up on the news is where you see everything listed All these girls gotta open their ears and just listen,'cause they don't even know who is next to be the one missin' I swear to god everything is outta control These b**hes sellin' they bodies and n***as selling they souls These b**hes they gotta stop it and these n***as they gotta go I mean i'm just chasing the dream that these n***as wanted the most 'cause every time i try so hard, all them haters telling me no Like you ain't ever gonna make it so don't be trying no mo' Everyday I can see a lot of people hatin' on me I don't even know if i can make it through the day I'm losing everybody every second i'm away and i'm looking at your face but you ain't there Knowing that they dead it made me wanna shed a tear Crying loud 'cause they ain't hearing the new year Now i'm on my own