Jay Fizzle - LLD lyrics

[Verse 1: Jay Fizzle] First, I'll never be a big homie like you, I stamped it And ain't a rapper in my city did what you did for the projects King of Memphis, legendary, that boy a GOAT Sixteen lost up in these streets, you the one go Jay Fizzle hope Hate it went the way it went, I swear this sh*t still feel unreal Like every time I think about my dawg, I start to sheddin' tears Like every time I think about my dawg, I start to poppin' pills Every time I think about my dawg I start to crackin' seals My brother, my day one, my cousin, my homie My best friend, my biggest fan, now you gon' leave me lonely My heart keep poundin', I can't stop pacin' I can't stop clutchin', my mind keep racin' Tryna OD off these drugs to erase the whole situation But I know this sh*t ain't good for me, you wanted what's good for me You was one of them few ni**as that always seen the good in me I fu*k up plenty times, but you ain't ever threat to cut me off Always had my back and everybody know I wanted be like Dolph The way I talk, the way I walk, the way I act, the way I dress The way I do my thing up in the booth, I learned it from the best 'Member that time I told you I want a chain, you put two on my neck? Never forget you always told me "Chase the paper, fu*k the b*tches" I wake up every morning, send a text and pray you text me back Knowin' that I can't get you back, I'm knowing that I can't get you back Family reunion won't be the same now I'm knowin' I ain't got my ni**a Damn, this sh*t here fu*kin' with me, damn, I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you [Chorus: Ricco Barrino] Oh, I'm sitting in the rain in the back of the Phantom (Of the Phantom) Tryna rewind everything that just happened They took my brother away from me, yeah They took a man from his family, yeah I'm all in tears, I can't eat no more, can't sleep no more We was 'sposed to see a whole 'nother world You left a mind that'll touch the whole world So here's a letter from your kids and your girl And it reads: "Even though you're gone, your legacy lives on" I told myself I gotta stay strong I had to write this song Yeah, about the Memphis king, yeah, mhm [Interlude: Jay Fizzle] This sh*t forever, ni**a (Forever ever) You know I love you Straight up Just hurt me 'cause I ain't get to tell you everything I need to tell you though [Verse 2: Jay Fizzle] But one thing for sure, you know I love your ass to death, ni**a And that's a big fact, on grandma grave, I meant that I got your face tat on my back 'cause you always had me regardless, ni**a You took me out them 'partments and since then, I ain't been starvin', ni**a Plus since then, I been talkin', ni**a, and since then I been poppin', ni**a Growin' up, I was stuck and lost, you showed me I got options, ni**a Always told me "Chase the paper, fu*k these hoes, and keep it real fu*k some pussy, get rich, when you done, that b*tch gon' still be here" Big cousin, but you more big brother, we thug together, you knew my struggle 'Member that day you told me I was straight, I ain't have to sell no record You hate to see me mad or down, always wanted to see me smiling Love to see your lil' ni**as stand up, no doubt, gang, we gon' hold it down [Outro: Jay Fizzle] Can't even feel none of this sh*t right now Like this sh*t still feel unreal (Like this sh*t fake or somethin') sh*t crazy (sh*t hurt, this sh*t got me) You know we got you though, my dawg, for real (Always) No doubt we got you, promise you (On God) Illuminati business, Paper Route business, no business fu*k you talkin' 'bout, Taliban sh*t (Empire)