I said "I love you baby," "Well you ain't act like it; Squeeze my feet, kiss my neck, rub my back like it" And on the phone it's just "'You gon hit me back right quick?' First we was straight now it feel like we jack-knifin'" Kamikaze love, self-destructive patterns Mercury in retrograde, four house of Saturn Nothing makes me sadder than Hailing cabs alone goin home on a Saturday Bumpin' Donny Hathaway, questioning my choices Thinkin 'bout marriage, carriage, and horses Manor on a hectare of land like a fortress I hope you understand me Yo, I'm cold like New York, my heart is warm like Miami I'm just trying to build a Kingdom for my people and my Family Sometimes I don't know what to say The pain never stops, the cloud never goes away The rain never drops It's a luxury Be grateful that a mustard seed of faith is enough to be Enough to move a mountain My pen is an artery, my heart is a fountain I apologize