Jay Electronica - Dear Moleskine lyrics

[Verse 1: Jay Electronica] Have you ever ever ever been depressed so bad It was a struggle every day not to regret your past Feeling cursed like you never ever get your swag And you was speeding down the highway when your threshold pa** When you cried all your tears out And one page of your diary can tell you what your year 'bout That's a lonely place My mama said "Son, why such a lonely face?" Because the pressure's on me Plus I feel like Bill Murray trapped in Punxsutawney Dr. Phil told me that I can sell crack or hit the army Look at where we live at, tell me you don't hear that Tell me you don't feel that, show me to the way out Tell me when pastor Raphael gon' reveal that If not, man I'm outta here I'm just a sleep walking robot that's outta gear I stick my nose out the water to the sky for air Lama sabachthani I'm trying to see light but the devil trying to blind me The grim reaper walking with his shovel right behind me Trying to introduce me to the untimely unkindly I walk the line finely like Johnny Cash But I keep getting visits from the ghost of the past So I spark another L then I go to the pad