Jarren Benton - Atychiphobia lyrics

(Bernz (of iMAYDAY!), Hemi & Wrekonize) [Verse 1: Jarren Benton] I done risked my life for this so f** some Lame a** f** n***a saying he ain't feeling me That sh** just made me stronger So keep on shooting b**h you ain't k**ing me I still wake up worried like f** it Any minute everything could come crashing And it's back to them bullsh** 9 to 5s And them n***as behind your back laughing Like, where the f** did I go wrong Fight suicide thoughts like hold on I don't ever wanna go back when I felt insecure And so low y'all, I went so strong Too much pain I need an oxicodone Left for dead in the corner, no coat on Brain was so gone, that was so long Couldn't get a break no Turbo Ozone Same old slow song we out there too Some die young, didn't get a chance to Live their dreams, just a bullet from a 9 millimeter Going in your head like shampoo Get going, still fight the same for you Don't let this fear paralyze and keep holding you One day you wake up today through sh** Tomorrow these unloyal f**s will get over ya Live great for my kid's sake Spit pain over mixtapes And you find out who your real friend Cause when sh** gets tough and them n***as turn away then that sh**'s fake Last year I had to shed a few tears Lost a good friend, had to pour a few beers Why when everything goes right n***as find a way to f** it up, still waking up with new fears [Hook: Hemi] And everytime you hear me I'm trying just to wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame Knowing every second that the clock ticks a million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down, I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong But I got Atychiphobia I ain't come this far to fall I got Atychophobia No I ain't come this far to fall I got Atychophobia The world's all watching, the world's all waiting And I don't know why I'm so afraid But I got Atychophobia [Verse 3: Wrekonize] Break down when the clock stops Hot on the downhill movement What the mother f** have I been doin Everybody got their own illusion Stop watch as my life fades Hopscotch and run tyrades Till the lock pops and I fly straight I'ma stock shots and run sideways I'm made in the ice age Don't cross blades on an off day Cause I rock stages, not cosplay These fake f**s are off broadway Stock shades on my face of course Time melts into the base [?] To the great divorce and I pray for more Than just a countdown faster than [?] was [Verse 4: Bernz] Why these b**hes standing in line for their new phones I'm scheming and plotting and working my objects and learning my new wrongs Repping the fam and cooking the ham we hotter than two songs They know who I am but the fans that'll have me on record broke out of the group homes With some new [?] in Miami the Cadillac's two toned No time to be wasting, my homies are famous We never look back, we been too [?] The music is strange and the singers are dangerous I'll never grow old and the clock will be painted I'm feeling immortal and popping like Orville We all got a phobia, gotta [?] the waistline [Hook: Hemi] And everytime you hear me I'm trying just to wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame Knowing every second that the clock ticks a million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down, I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong But I got Atychiphobia I ain't come this far to fall I got Atychophobia No I ain't come this far to fall I got Atychophobia The world's all watching, the world's all waiting And I don't know why I'm so afraid But I got Atychophobia