Your lips are moving, darling I know you're saying something It's revolutionary But I'm not listening, honey Casual conversation I'm going through the motions Inside I'm dying, baby I think I'm going crazy The judges nudge each other They nod in recognition They're consciously responding To this divine condition Inside my head I hear a Choir of angels screaming Why don't you What's the matter Why Sshhh I try to tell myself No I musn't let it show Sshhh I gotta keep control Oh You gaze into my eyes and I know you're seeing something It's revolutionary But you're not listening, honey A different here and now, I'm Breathless in expectation A little rea**urance Don't look, my hands are shaking They talk about me, darling Their voices loud as thunder It's all that I can do to Keep me from going under If you could hear the voice in My upper left-hand corner Relentless motherf**er Why Sshhh I try to tell myself No I musn't let it show Sshhh I gotta keep control Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah And every second I'm awake Every second I survive Every ounce that I possess Every second that I'm here It's every second on the edge Well, any second I could blow Oh, oh, oh, oh What if I fell apart and Smashed to a thousand pieces What if I gave it all up And gave it all away Would you say I was crazy Would you have me committed Would you embrace me, darling Or turn and walk away Sshhh I try to tell myself No I musn't let it show Sshhh I gotta keep control Sshhh I try to tell myself Oh I musn't let it show Oh I gotta keep control Oh I try to tell myself Tell myself Tell myself Tell myself Oh What if I let it show Oh I musn't let it show Oh I gotta keep control Oh Yeah No, no, no, no No, no, no, no Oh Oh I'm gonna let it go Let it show.